I Am Behind You – by John Ajvide Lindqvist
5 star read
Why I read: New horror by the author of Let the Right One In – how could I resist.
Book blurb: “A new heart-breaking and terrifying novel from John Ajvide Lindqvist, the author of international bestseller Let the Right One In
Molly wakes her mother to go to the toilet. The campsite is strangely blank. The toilet block has gone. Everything else has gone too. This is a place with no sun. No god.
Just four families remain. Each has done something to bring them here – each denies they deserve it. Until they see what’s coming over the horizon, moving irrevocably towards them. Their worst mistake. Their darkest fear. And for just one of them, their homecoming.
This gripping conceptual horror takes you deep into one of the most macabre and unique imaginations writing in the genre. On family, on children, Lindqvist writes in a way that tears the heart and twists the soul. I Am Behind You turns the world upside down and, disturbing, terrifying and shattering by turns, it will suck you in. ”
What did I just read? It’s surreal, confusing, horrific, disturbing, filled with unpleasant people, with horrific things happening to everyone. Its a totally original horror story. One that will stay with me. Hauntingly grotesque. I want to make everyone read it. Then tell me their interpretation of what the hell just happened.
The true beauty of the book is how well written all the characters are. The dark side of people’s nature is thoroughly explored. All the characters were fleshed out humans, people who made mistakes, had dark thoughts and deeds. They were flawed and Lindqvist takes you right to their darkest secrets and their shame. Most were unpleasant people but a child Emil and dog and cat were quite innocent. Within there is also the warmth of friendship, parenthood, kindness and consideration for others. I did find I was still able to emphasise with most of the characters because of the solid backstories Lindqvist paints for them all, you saw how they were driven to dark deeds and got a deep insight into their heads. You might not like the characters but you can get them and this makes the horrors that happen all the more terrifying and fascinating. Its a book about people, about society, supernatural and darkness.
The first half of the book is mainly spent exploring the characters. However I don’t want to speak too much of the second half of the book for fear of spoiling it for anyone. There are many unpleasant incidents, acid rain, tortured beings, fears brought to life. You never find out why or what is really happening. Why are they even there and how did they get there? I loved the mystery of this but if you like horror neatly tied up with explanations then this is not the book for you. It’s all very surreal and the 2nd half of the book especially is darkly unsettling and scary. I’d really love to see this book turned into a horror film. A seriously creepy horror film that gets under your skin and stays there.
I gave it a solid 5 stars because I enjoyed it so much. I read it slowly as I wanted to enjoy the descriptive writing and fully experience the surreal atmospheric horror. Its a book to put away and read again in the future.
I’d recommend to anyone who likes: horror, surreal atmosphere, weird happenings, exploring the dark-side of people’s nature.
I received a free advanced reader copy via Netgallery in return for an honest review.
Pub Date 07 Sep 2017 by riverrun (first published August 1st 2014)